just a click away

I was really beginning to think that this would be the day that I would not blog. This would be my free pass, my screw it, I can't deal with it day. And it is, in a way, that kind of day. I am so tired. So goddamned exhaused that not only does my head ache with a dull throb but my vision is getting blurry and my thoughts are bleeding together so that I do not know which thing relates to what.
And, really, the fun and games are just beginning. Tonight was marathon baking. Tomorrow marks the start of the many family Christmas activities, plus maybe some stuff with friends. Then there is more baking and activities with friends on Sunday. In addition to working every day except Thursday, next week is: Monday, more family perhaps. Tuesday, birthday. Wed., Christmas Eve show at the True Love. Thursday, more family. Friday, Baby Grand show in SF. Saturday, birthday parties (not mine). Sunday, a holiday party.
I know you are tired of my holiday laundry lists, but honestly , it's the only thing on my brain right now. I'm gone from being obsessive over school (straight A's by the way) to being breathing, eating and sleeping the holidays. I don't blame you if you have to click away now, just to preserve your own sanity (or prevent a premature death from boredom). Really, it's OK.